the life and love of a stay at home mom: July 2009

ithought this would be a good pic to start with

ok so i havent posted in awhile but with good reason,ive been super busy. well my big boy isaiah is going to be starting kindergarten, and first off he has never been to a daycare or a babysitters. only on rare occasions has he stayed with family. S o i really quistion how ready he will be, but also me. Can i do this can i intrust my first born child to strangers. people that i dont know, i wouldnt be able to pick this people out in a crowd but im suppose to send him to school with these teachers for 8 hours, im nevouse and even though he says he is ready he is to. i can see it now tears, crying,and hopefully a little joy coming from both of us as he takes his next milestone into this great big world.and second my oldest kaleb is turning two i rember the day he was born august 1 2007 at 7:50 am. i rember laying there as they were preparing to take him out and turning to the docs and asking have you started and then i heard a cry. it was my active little 8lb baby boy. oh how my heart fills with tears and joy as i reminice. and i look at him today still little but getting big with so much personality. as my children grow up i ask myself where will i be when my babies are gone and i am old, and it scares me,my children and my family are my world.they are the reason that i strive to be the best mommy and wife i can be.without them and my husband i wonder where my life will be. my bf has children much older than mine and she seems at peace and happy so i hopw that as my children grow i can learn to accept my life in many differen ways. but no matter what i will always and forever e momma,mommy,mom,and mother and one day grandma. here are a few pics of my kids i would like to share