what a crazy life this is

OK well let me start out by saying I'm new at the whole blog thing but to anyone reading this i hope you enjoy.well i have 2 boys ,one is 5 years old going on 12 his name is Isaiah,then my baby he is 20 months old and is such a mommy's boy. don't get me wrong i love my kids but they really know how to drive me crazy.if there not fighting with each other there picking a fight with me or their father. and then the next minute they are asking you to give them a hug and kiss and can be the sweetest little boys that will make your heart melt. so I've been a sahm since my first son was a few months old and i really do love it. but believe me to all the people who say that we just sit around and watch TV that's bullshit. i work harder at home than i ever had to. and its not just the house cleaning , nose wiping, diaper changing, and cooking that is hard, it the fact that we sahm are the sole caregivers around are children. my kids are not influenced by other people,they do not know what a daycare or babysitter is.i am the one that influences everything they do. so if my kids grow up to be outstanding men than i feel that my job as mother and friend to them is complete but if my boys grow up to be something bad that's my fault. so if you look at my job as a sahm its very hard its a 24/7, 365 day a year job,i don't get holidays i don't get a pay check, and if i get sick i don't have a boss to call into. well that's just a little bit about me and my family. i really hope i don't offend anyone and that people really enjoy my blog check back daily for blogs about whats going on in my life as a stay at mom